Life Sucks

If I could just say this today: LIFE SUCKS

A second spot of cancer was detected with my mom so no surgery tomorrow and likely not for another week and a half so I won’t be here since I have to leave on Friday.

Indulge me please cause I really am a PG-13 girl at heart but cancer f-ing sucks.

I’m going down to the lake with my dad to check on his boat. And there is beauty in that simple thing of a quiet cold lake in winter alone with my thoughts.

27 thoughts on “Life Sucks

  1. Just enjoy the beautiful moments you have with her and live every day to the fullest as if it were your last, because yes life can be very life altering so quickly!My thoughts are with your mom and family!

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  2. Oh, I am so sorry to hear this news. Sigh. I wish I could say something that would make you feel a little better.Sending you and your family lots of prayers and good wishes.

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  3. There are no words. I cannot imagine, however I can pray. So this is what I will do. Let God hold you in these difficult times and let his love pour out to you.

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  4. You are so right! Sometimes it sucks! Sometimes it knocks your to you knees..and sometimes it flattens you to the floor!! And saying it, is ok! feeling it is ok!! and remembering that some how, someway you will survive this is OK too!! You are in my prayers!!!

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  5. I’m having trouble with my comments recently… they keep getting deleted!Oh Andrea I’m so sorry to hear this. I hope that you’re able to have some quality family time this week that you’re there, despite not being with your mom during her surgery after you leave.

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  6. Hon.. I am so sorry. Consider yourself indulged and say what you need to. I will pray for your mama and you. I can’t imagine your heartsickness right now knowing you are leaving soon and the newest development. I am so sorry hon. Sarah k

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  7. I am so sorry –and sometimes life is just not G or even PG-13 rated. Life can just be really really hard. I am glad you have somewhere to go to be at peace with your thoughts.

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  8. Yes, it does f-ing suck and this is from a pg13 girl too. I remember telling my Grandma that she was the strongest woman I know… she said yes, but this tough old broad is tired and then she beat her second round of breast cancer. She's going strong 20 years from the first round and 7 from the second. I wear my pink bracelet for her often… today I wear it for your family. My thoughts are for you & your family; I am pulling for your strength, your mother's strength and her health as well. I hope you can find a calm in the serenity of nature. Much love and many many hugs, Sara

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  9. I feel your pain. I am dealing with the same thing with my father…and yesterday the chemo doctor…quit!…so now we have to find another place and start over somewhere else. I am a big daddy’s girl…tell you what…I will pray for you guys if you will pray for me. God Bless you both.

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  10. Sorry, I think the F word is appropriate for Cancer! My mom died from it years ago. I’ve been going through test this past month thinking I might have it. Just found out I don’t. Its been stressful and it really does suck!!!

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